#im going to lose my mind. is this cringe

[awesomecoolswaggirl]

reasons why i am literally max caulfield

i'm a teenage girl with brown shoulder lengthed hair

i got bullied and called shy in school

i only have a few very close friends

i have ocd/maladaptive daydreaming disorder and i literally live in my head (yes she has these 2. i said so okay?)

i have my own weird little inside joke sayings that are probably very confusing to the average person

my nose is always bleeding for no reason

i like art/different aesthetics

i am a nerd (self proclaimed)

i use tumblr (reason enough)

i'm smart but i don't use my smarts on schoolwork/grades

i've been told i'm smart and mature for my age because i don't like partying and drinking/smoking/"regular teenager stuff" when in reality i'm just a silly girl who stays in my room all day long and doesn't see the appeal in that stuff

i'm extremely nosy and yes i will internet stalk you because you liked one of my posts

i isolate myself with music and then vent out and call it a meltdown because i physically cant cry

apparently shes in iep and i was in something like that (im homeschooled now btw)

i wear the same thing everyday and i dress very average even though i want to dress cool

i'm constantly analyzing everything around me

[coffeestrudels]

My farmer i have yet to outline + beach swimwear with jas and shane

[todayisafridaynight]

sorry if you've already been asked this but what did you think about eiji in iw? like idk i feel like they were trying to recreate a masato and ichi moment without actually having any of the elements that made their relationship narratively compelling.

as a whole, i thought eiji was at least a nice 'how he wished things couldve been' for ichi in regards to masato, but still being independent enough from the masato comparison to stand on his own as a character (or at least as an antagonist. his actions wasn't what was reminding me he was a masato parallel, but more so ichi's insistence he help him). i think thats why ichi and eiji's relationship don't have the same 'elements' that make their relationship interesting like masato and ichi's

[stormyrainyday]

this entire year has been flop after flop why am i losing so bad your honor i am literally just some guy

[elinorapologist]

okay i stopped watching riverdale after season 4 can someone tell me what the ABSOLUTE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH BETTY AND VERONICA

[pikabysss]

Urgh, I've been on Hiatus for a while (and I'll still be). I just finished my first commission... and also artfighting and all that stuff is really draining me.

That and also this kind of thing is happening in my head at 1 AM:

Yes, those Blazblue fanfictions keep me awake at night, and I can't stop thinking about them. Sigh... sometime I wish my comfort characters were just cute, wholesome, non-probelmatic, and non-philosophically triggering, y'know? ;w;

(This thing was drawn during June, I just found it covered in dust in my drawing app.)

[fagmegumi]

im sorry to keep harping on about this but like PLEASE. Seriously

[dandyshucks]

the realization that i can literally just draw and make anything i want is so powerful. if i want to make a strawberry shortcake au i can. if i want to make a ragdoll au i can. same with a nursery toybox au. theres so many possibilities for this whimsical fool <- aka me [runs around in circles]

[love-songs-for-emma]

told my childhood bestie that ive started saying "teehee" outloud and she said "thats Very you" how do i file for compensation

[euclydya]

everything is fuck everybody suck [<= can't sleep. The wires.]

[dinoswordsb]

Not to vent on main but I'm so sick of seeing moodboards or aethetic posts or those aesthetic candid photos because every time a person is in them they're always thin like I'm not gonna pretend I'm more than mid sized but Jesus christ it would be lovely to see somebody who even kind of looks like me be appreciated in more than a "uwu soft tummies" way. I'm sick of the weight loss ads I'm sick of only seeing thin people be appreciated aesthetically especially in trans spaces. Like fucking sorry im short and fat and it is infuriating when people claim to be all about loving every body type but if you're even a little fat you're reduced to being cute at best and infantalized at worst. Fashion posts that make the rounds never have fat people I'm sick of fat being an insult and an ugly word it's actually fucking miserable to exist in a body like that because it feels like nobody takes you seriously

[lollybliz]

.

[crunchypringlee]

Yesnt

:>

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I'm ok :> are you?

[angeltiique]

i bite my tongue

until it bleeds

to keep me from saying

the things

that make you leave

[lucicat]

dear stranger,

I've seen good in you, though brief

Thank you for sharing this moment with me

Even if it were about me shitting on the side of the highway

sincerely,

sap

[flamingo--ing]

i want my boyfriend hes so good at diffusing my crazy